I was on my way to work and it starts snowing and snowing and eventually I was barely moving in traffic stucked in the middle of the highway, thinking if I should go to work at all I saw this car going really fast from the on-coming traffric and of course there are no cars on that side at all. As it passes me it somehow lost control and instead of hitting some car behind of me it hit dead on and I was able to pull myself out and move to the passager's seat but wasn't able to get out.
That's when I woke up and realized that I'm in the hospital and I had lost both my arms and my legs but other than that I was fine, only some scraches, I tried to scream but I can't hear myself, I waited for someone to show up and finally a nurse walked in by mistake and ran out. She came back with some doctor and they start talking and I told them I can't understand them and no matter how loud I scream they just look at me.
The nurse brought out some white board and marker and told me they are going to do a few test and they came back and told me I had lost all my senses except for my sight. I passed out and woke up again going to work in the snow, really freaked out because of my dream and drived on the right lane the whole time instead... As I turned pull into the parking lot at work one of the big tuck from the company accrossed pull out and missed me I spined a few times and hit something and passed out.
Woke up in the hospital again and the scene is the same, passed out woke up again going to work. This time I got hit merging the highway and my car flew down the suppose bridge that the highway was on...this time I woked up black with nothing and the only thing I lost was my sight, hearing and maybe voice, I don't know I know I can move, touch and that's it I woked up finally to another snowy day and this time I'm fnally not dreaming.
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Last day of the year...its been a while since I blog (many reasons) anyway another lonely way to start the new year...2009 hopefully this would be a great year since 1/2 of my life is gone and i'm starting the 2nd half.
I finally been to somewhere in Europe, Ireland (Dublin) and France (Paris) earlier this month so it is a great way to end the year and start the next!!!
Nothing much to say...just hope that I'll stop having weird dreams such as the night before I was coming back to US, I had a dream about a plane crash!! Lucky me...Getting sick on my last day of Paris (the day we plan on shopping and eating more good food). And going to a place that closed during vacation...but all and all I'm still okay...so I guess life is still OK for now...but I really want a better year time is going fast...
Hey all...i'm now on V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N...was planning on staying in HK for longer time but well...i kinda rather b in China...since there so many good food here so hot n yummy....HOT POT is da best!!! i could not eat those anywhere else that's so rich in flavor...but i still got sick..kinda cold or a lil throat problem...lost my voice a day ago... cant speak...cough all the time...its like dying but the worse thing (good thing?) is that i don't feel sad or anything its da first time i don't feel like i'm dying...hahahaha
i've waited so long for this but i kinda rather spend more time with my family in china...since there's cheap stuff everywhere n can bargin n yummy food but i miss my dear frds in HK but u know all of yo'll need to work i'll feel lonely... plus living under someone else hood that'd watch me like a watch dog or worse my mom is no fun...so i chose freedom...where i can still be watch but much more freedom...so sad its only a short time...but everyday is full!! My freedom is so short...its like giving an aids patient a week back home to enjoy normal life but then have to return back to the hospital for those stupid exams n seprations...
Damn it have been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long that i don't even know how long...i've been so busy w/ school n work since my parents r gone for a while...i don't know what to say anymore coz so much have happened...anywho...i'm just gonna say one thing...which this song sums it up..
LONELY
Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely,
Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit then one day she cant
take it no more and decides to leave
yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....
Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely
Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..
Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely
Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so Lonely
Never thought that id be alone (be alone)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...
Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)
I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely
